it is damn near IMPOSSIBLE for me to sleep. So many things going on in my mind, I need room to breathe and time to sort things out.

The future is hazy, but at least it has some direction. That always helps. Career-wise, I’m doing okay for myself. Education-wise, I am lagging on the homework, but in the broad picture, going to check out a Master’s program I’m really interested in next week, in Chicago!

Some pieces fit, and some are falling apart. I miss a lot of things…SoCal weather, suburban living in Salinas, a place of my own in Daly City. The grass is always greener, hmm?

I’ll get those things back and more. But in the meantime, I want to make things right from where I am.

I want to find my passion for life again, give it all I have. Right now, I’m just floating from day to day hoping it ends up not-so-bad. It’s pretty sad.

What if this was my last day?

I would have failed my expectations.

From here on out…I want to seize each and every day, doing something worthwhile to me.

Yeah.